As i wake up from a beautiful nightmare which came by my mind’s command I find myself cold again . If only the coldness would fade away another new feeling would overcome me , and that is frustration .
I can hardly remember since when have I started feeling like this , as for the reason , I myself can’t find it .
The only thing I feel like I know , is that , wherever I go , I ought to keep distance , otherwise I’ll ruin everything .
I’m , now , a wingless butterfly .Even in my dreams , I can never… fly