I’m left alone and maybe behind,
lost in some words I never spoke outside my mind
Again and again I brag and cry
In a soundless scream inside.
A heavy snow has settled in my world
folded now inside these drifts
I fell asleep …
I fell asleep.
The nightmare I can see is real
The touch, the smell, the fear
I can’t avert my eyes wide closed
From this never-dying ghost.
It is the person who I was,
And the one I was supposed to be
Inside me is now a chaos
Maybe even I … am a ghost.